New Beginnings

New beginnings. 
New beginnings can be good, but sometimes they seem so much more scary than anything else.
Tomorrow I start my next year of university. I love to learn, but I also get so nervous every year before classes start. I am scared of being away from home again, stressful classes and overwhelming workloads.
Everything is new and different. Some may find that exciting, but it can overwhelm me. I reach for everything for that is most familiar. My favorite shows, books and people. I try to find something that feels that home. 
But the thing about life, is sometimes you just have to make your own home wherever you are. 
So tomorrow I will wake up, drink my coffee and I will take the day with that thought. Yes, I will still be nervous but I will push through it. I will be as excited as Hermione is about Hogwarts (though, I admit, I would much rather be at Hogwarts).
Starting anything new is scary, but it still has to be started anyways. I have to find the silver in the lining and keep moving, until it doesn't feel like I have to force it anymore. 

Thank you for reading.


Word of the week: renewal


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