When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year

When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year.

Okay, I haven't actually had a whole bad year, but this week has been pretty rough.
This relates to last week blog, in how much I want to be perfect and everything I do. And this week I have not been, but I have to let myself be okay with that.
This week so many things have piled up and tried to knock me down, but I all that really matters is I made it through the week. I survived it, which may sound melodramatic but it was a tough week for me. I was overwhelmed emotionally by school, which is one of the biggest aspects of my life so it was a lot to try and handle. 
I was bogged down by homework and studying and fear of the future. Every moment I was not sleeping or in class, I was busy doing something from a seemingly never-ending to do list. Whenever weeks like this happen, it is like every day is pressing at another chink in my armor until I am left defenseless. 
There is so much riding on what I do in these first weeks. I want to succeed in everything I do, but there fear is always right there under that dream.

But then even when I feel at my lowest, there are people at my side picking me back up. My mom sends me cookies. My roommate makes me laugh. My friend offers her support. 


And I remember, I have to dream it anyways. 

Word of the week: aspiration


xoxo 
Spiryt 



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